I didn’t want to write this post. Actually, scratch that, I didn’t want to publish this post. Hitting publish meant a bunch of people would know of my intentions for  the next sixty days and totally judge me next time I posted a photo of a delicious pizza on Instagram.

Okay I’m gonna be 100% honest, I ate pizza just four hours ago, but I didn’t even enjoy it, I swear! My boyfriend is super into eating out, like it’s one of his favorite things to do. That new hobby coupled with my IUD means a lot of my clothes have been not fitting me comfortably, and if I wanna be totally transparent, some I can’t even button.

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To be honest, I don’t know if the weight gain is from the hormones or the food, but either way it’s gotta go. I’ve been feeling sluggish lately, and I really rather not drag this feeling with me into the new season. On top of everything, I just booked a flight for my birthday and fourth of July, to an area I rather not have to cover my new rolls with loose tshirts. No disrespect to loose tshirts, they’ve done a lot for me the past few months.